Woke up so inspired this morning. News of death yesterday, from two people I know, brought in an elevated awareness as to what the power of those deaths currently reflect in me. One of them had come home the evening before to find his roommate spread out on the living room floor - dead! He was up until 2am with the police and detectives swamping his apartment and questioning him. The second one, spoke of the death of a relative, was an X lover who woke up from a wet dream, with an erection as hard as a brick and me on his upper and lower mind. I suggested that he come down for a weekend of a 'fuckathon'. He was my birthday present two years ago and since then he can’t get me out of his dick. I am fascinated with death as much as I am with sex. The ancient masters knew that both realms rock in the same boat with birth/rebirth dancing by their side. Sex and death are both gateways to the rebirthing phenomenon.
The strong westerly winds from yesterday also made me rise into the conscious knowing that the winds were a clearing of the old, a cleansing of this area and a shifting of the lower vibrations. Like relationships and the sexual dynamics of being human, this tree was already half dead, it just needed to surrender and let go. For me it also blew spirits our way that have come to grant us our wishes if we only whisper our commands, while the winds carried with it those spirits that have already served their purpose.
As I was going about the day, along with the audible sensual breathe of the strong winds, I heard a very very loud noise that clearly indicated that something had fallen down outside. I rushed to find that the old tree that stood in the far end of the yard had broken off; a big part of it had tumbled down onto the garage, tearing out the edge and resting itself on the steps of my back deck, chipping off a piece of the top step. The scattered splinters and branches over the yard and those that laced the back deck brought to mind the squirts of orgasmic sperm that this penile tree had spilled during its ejaculation. As my eyes pierced the backyard a feeling of sexual astonishment took over. I was mesmerized. I couldn’t help but feel penetrated by earth’s masculine sexual force. Like a man getting naked and spreading himself all over me with the fire and desire in his eyes infiltrating me. I smiled brightly and my heart radiated with gratitude. I could see the good in what appeared as rubbish, I was seeing and feelings the blessings in it. First, it could have been worse, I thought. It did not destroy my house in its mad rush to reach me. WOOD for the FIREPLACE were the thoughts that surfaced in my mind. Abundant wood!! I’ve needed to get wood supply for the fireplace for the last three weeks, as I prepared for my introductory Naked Yoga series two weeks ago. I had managed to gather a few pieces of wood from behind the garage out of the trees that were cut down in my neighbors yard. Though they temporarily served the purpose, I kept saying, I still need to buy more wood. I could here the voice of nature saying … 'Well…here’s all the wood you’ll need for a while. Burn me, babe burn me!' I laughed and jumped up with excitement! Let the fire rituals be-gin! So on Saturday night, I embarked upon the trail of a 9 day wood burning fire ritual for transformation and releasing the old and the outworn.
According to Feng Shui my birth element is WOOD. And I have only two fire signs in my astrology birth chart: Mercury & Venus both in Sagittarius! The day before the strong winds, I picked up my book, “The Feng Shui of Abundance: A Practical and Spiritual Guide to Attracting Wealth Into Your Life written by Suzan Hilton. After reading up a bit, I was moved to clean up my bedroom, shift the furniture around and add a feng shui twist to it. My bedroom happens to be partially in the health & family and wealth & prosperity section of the house; however, it does not extend far enough to be within the lines of the bagua map. The kitchen and back deck extends out further leaving my chopped off wealth and prosperity space in the backyard. No problem says feng shui you can handle it!
I took the advice of a number of feng shui experts and placed a pole that aligned the side of the house with the kitchen edge to create an imaginary landmark that enclosed the wealth and prosperity area outside. I also placed an old red t-shirt I was about to throw away on the pole to bring in the energetic vibrations of wealth & prosperity. Blues, purples and reds are the colors of that segment. I have also placed a crystal in the ground to further crystalize the energy and as a gift to the earth to raise his vibration in the process. (Yes, today I call earth HE!) My stones were purified as they sat in front of the burning fireplace. The morning after I cleaned and reorganized my room, I woke up to a couple of paypal transactions that had been posted to my account. I was radiating with joy. I’m so excited! My juices are flowing! Yum! Yum! Yummy!
The five elements are dependent upon each other in order to maintain the balance of chi. Water nourishes plant life; wood is produced from water; fire feeds on wood and produces ash; ash turns to earth and produces metal and metal draws water and the cycle starts over. As I share this I can’t help but think how humans need each other. Men need women, women need men, children need their mothers & fathers, mothers & fathers need their children; animals need man, man needs animals; plants need us, we need plants; the various races need each other; countries need each other and the cycle goes on. Nature knows best, however human knows ‘diddly squat’ but thinks they know and rule everything.
As I browsed over the remnants from yesterday’s destruction this bright SUN-day morning, I saw ART! Nature had done her thing and there were pieces I saw as art for my living room and bedroom. Art created close to home, now how much more artfully potent can that get? I woke up this morning with inspirations for my ‘Womb Love Project’ and immediately wrote them down. The earth was successful in penetrating me and feeding me with its beauty and sensually arousing creative spirit. I am yours take me anytime!!
{Snapping and wiggling my womb center as I listen to the cut ‘La Revancha del Tango' by the Gotan Project sitting in front of the blazing fire place with the crackles of the wood snapping earth’s fingers along with me. I write, I stretch my neck and shoulders! I write, I breathe deeply. I stretch my legs, wiggle my toes and finger; Resting on my hands & knees I wiggle and deeply move my womb core; I dance. I feed my body, I feed my heart, I feed my soul, I feed wood to the fireplace; I inhale & I exhale! The cycle continues….}
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